Some believe that what I experienced was a hate crime, and it was in a sense. But, no one shouted racial, gender specific, religious or sexual preference epithets at me, for the most part, and no one ever had to. Hate is a very delicate and personal feeling. Hate has no rule other than that the hater must choose something either real or imagined to despise a group or individual. It's all in the mind of the hater.
Famous haters include, but are not limited to, so many diverse groups of seemingly normal people. Normal in itself is abnormal depending on which side of the looking glass one is on. Yet, people are still amazed by hate crimes. The exaggeration in differences real or perceived are always dangerous to those small in mind. Hating others because of their religious choice, gender, culture, ethnicity, speech, education, color, sexual orientation, socioeconomic status, attire, physical appearance, disability or advantage is a favorite of the tiny of mind.
Tiny minded, evolve already! Why do the tiny minded continue to flourish and wreak havoc on the world? It has never been about hating the game over the player, as there would be no game without the players. Hate is the sickest game anyone can play yet everyone on one level or another plays into it, just not everyone is willing to go to the extremes of destroying some one's life or full out genocide. Yet, Evey bit of hate hurts.
I came to the Internet to try and expose a crime that does not discriminate in it's victims. I came to the Internet to expose a bunch of depraved people for their actions. The people who assisted in what happened to me were not all just the jerks next door. These people were cops, FBI agents, college professors, government researchers and military, that hid behind everyday people by using other people to assist them. These people are about doing terrible things to people because they can and must.
I am not the only victim of what is known on the Internet by a few names like "gangstalking", but I was a very special target of the crime. I have personally known other victims of this crime, but none of them had entire websites created about them in the name of "gangstalking". I thought that in coming to the Internet and telling people what happened to me I would be making it easier for other victims to come forward and speak up about what happened to them.
Some refer to gangstalking as being a type of bullying, but it's not really that innocent. Bullying is much safer. Gangstalking victims are rarely harassed by the same individuals, and red flag words are rarely spoken to people who are victims, in the form of harassment. No one will break any laws that are obvious in attacking a victim until no one believes that a crime is taking place. When no one believes the victim is when he/she becomes the most vulnerable.
Victims are often harassed mentally and physically in strange ways that accumulate over time. Some victims have had their homes and cars broken into, but items taken are too petty to involve a serious investigation by law enforcement, because nothing of value is rarely taken and no signs of forced entry exists. The perpetrators often have keys or lock picking equipment. Alarms also don't help, because they aren't regular people. If a victim calls the police to report a break in the police are going to come out, but when they arrive and find out that there are no signs of forced entry and the only items missing are small items that could be misplaced like a document, TV remote and silverware then the cops are going to say the victim is crazy!
Now, the victims didn't lie, and they did exactly what the criminals wanted them to do, which was to make themselves look like an ass. The criminals come back several times to do the same spontaneous debauchery by breaking into the victims home to steal all their staples or finish taking their last silverware, and in doing so, leave the victim to know that they have entered their home and their isn't shit that can be done. If the victim has been worried enough to continue to call the authorities, then their screwed, because now they seem like a paranoid nut who obviously needs help but is doing it for the attention. That's just one psychological game that is played in gangstalking, but their are many more. Once the victim knows that they are not safe in their own home and that the police will not assist the real crimes begin.
I'm sure that people read what I write and say hey this chic is either really creative or really psycho, but everything I write is based on facts and truths, I will tell no lies on this, so help me God.
Their is another technique used in gangstalking that is called "gaslighting", that takes it's name from a 1940's film of the same name. The technique is used to make a victim doubt themselves and believe they are crazy. The techniques of gangstalking are so stupid that they obviously were thought of by very intelligent idiots. Yes, these people are intelligent but they are also morons.
First rule of mental instability/insanity is that crazy people never think they are crazy, just like drug addicts and alcoholics never think they have a problem. If a person begins to think that what they are experiencing is a sign that they are gaining a mental illness, chances are they are not mentally ill. But, in gaslighting the goal is to do just that by "conditioning" a victim to fear and doubt. Victims may be followed by certain cars of certain colors at certain times of the day when a victim is alone the most. If a victim stops being alone and tries to show someone else the cars will stop and change to a different schedule or shade. All of this is childish but it is meant to make the victim wonder because, they have no idea why they are being followed or why anyone is repeatedly following them everywhere they go and the police won't help. And, still there are many many more techniques used that are just as effective for "conditioning" some just as asinine, while others are life threatening. Some victims, including myself, have had attempts on their lives.
I wonder if any of this is actually getting through to people or if all this is a waste of time. This can happen to anyone at anytime because no victim has been believed, or most give up the fight out of shame and ridicule. I'm not a shy person, nor have I ever been, and I don't plan to back down from standing up against people who abuse power to play games that destroy families and lives. People have committed suicide over these psychological and physical attacks, because they can continue for years. It is a perfect crime, if the criminals can remain anonymous. In my case the only anonymous individuals are the ones I haven't named. I know who conspired against me, and they think I'm too scared or embarrassed to tell. Yet, I only get one chance to finger them and my evidence had better be 100%, as their credibility alone could blow me out the waters.
If someone turns in a cop that is crooked without proper evidence, who will believe the allegations? Report a doctor for misconduct without enough evidence and what will be done? Blow the whistle on a crooked politician, but what will it matter without evidence? There is no shortage of crooked people in the world. There is only a shortage of people who are willing to believe that these people are doing wrong in the first place. The deeds of the wicked are always seen and heard, but the reports of such deeds are often overlooked based on status or fear. People are always reporting high crimes, abuses of power and misconduct but who listens when the perpetrator is in a status of power. That is a concept that people, regardless of where they live in the world should understand. For example, look how long it took the world to believe that molestation of young boys in the Catholic Church by Catholic priest was a problem? If it was not for the media, Internet and the access to information today, the Catholic Church would have continued to hide the truth as they had done for centuries.
Information is power, and all I have done here is provide information that is based in fact and truth that was meant to empower others. Anyone who has or will ever take the time to read my wall will be better off for it, because of the information here. My campaign has always been to enlighten people by exposing the truths hidden in the dark. What happened to me takes place all over the world. People abuse power everyday, and many more people suffer for it. In every country across the globe people are denied rights, protections and freedoms at the hands of those who abuse the powers they wield.
I live in a country that is so prized the world round for the democracy, freedom and opportunities given to, not only it's citizens, but to those who set foot on it's land. People come to the United Stated from all over the world for the wonderful gifts of free education, religious freedom, freedom of expression, employment, housing etc. No where else in the world can an individual come into a foreign country with nothing more than the clothes on their back and be faced with such opportunities. Yet, at the same time such freedoms have a price, and the United States has a history of certain behaviors.
I have not read much of the documents from the Wiki Leaks scandal involving U.S. wires, but what I have read seems to be calculated in it's release to the public. The Wiki Leaks I have read involve leaders of non U.S. countries and territories asking the U.S. for backroom deals against nations that these non U.S. leaders oppose, and the U.S. has declined such backroom assistance, but the U.S. has also had a mysterious breach in security that has let hundreds of incriminating cable wires loose into the information arena. Those incriminating cable wires put the truth into light about how smaller nations wish to use the U.S. as "Big Brother" to protect their "ass"ets, but also how these smaller nations want to keep face and not start wars they aren't prepared to fight without "Big Brother".
Now, other nations know the true thoughts of their foes, and now decisions have to be made based on those truths. It was kind of like going to the most popular and influential person in the room and telling them how much you hate someone else in the room, then another person does the same and so on, then when that influential and powerful person spills the beans, everyone is shocked at what the other has said and anger ensues, while the influential and powerful person walks out of the room leaving tensions to build.
The Wiki Leaks were no mistake. If those leaks were not calculated then it was pure Divine intervention, and it was the hand of God exposing the truth. As much as I believe in God, I also believe in power plays, and the Wiki Leaks scandal looks like classic power plays to pit people against one another by an excellent puppeteer. The United States has no qualms in sacrificing anyone for the greater good/goal. I write all this as a citizen of this country who had to see that even today with all the information available that secrets are kept, and that people like me are used for the greater goal. There are not many people inside or outside of this country that would challenge the police or the FBI on their own, as I have. I have committed no crime, yet I can be subjected to high harassment. Thanks you to all those who voted for the Patriot Act (sarcasm). I'm in America where I can take on the authorities at my own risk as a right, not everyone around the world has such a privilege, and I know that, but it still has a price to use.
How many of you could be followed everywhere you went 24 hours a day by teams of people only to go to law enforcement to find out that they are in on it? How many of you could walk into an FBI office only to find out that your reason for coming is known before you give your report, and then you are told no one is going to help you? Who among you would continue to fight for your freedoms when clearly the odds are above you and people in power are opposed to helping you? What would any of you do if someone threatened your life, not in words, but in the act of trying to kill you, yet the authorities look the other way? How many of you could walk in my shoes? Lucky for all of you, most of you will never have to, because I am willing to tell all the truth behind the lies, and how the game is played, all the way down to it's players to help spread some awareness.
I'm the one who has lost and sacrificed a lot just to be here writing this. None of you know me, but you know my works, words, and thoughts by way of others who have found my words, works, and thoughts useful to their endeavors. This crime has happened to others, but not quite like it has happened to me.
My wall states that I am suicidal, but not that I am afraid. I fear nothing and no one. I will kill myself not because I am filled with shame, remorse, fear or sadness, but because I refuse to live a life where others have the power to continue to sacrifice my life for there quest. I will not live my life as a research pet, and I'm sure that if any one of you walked in my shoes you would have similar feelings. But, I also never said if I would be the only one partaking in the departure.
None of you have walked in my shoes, and I know that because of this, it is easy to judge me in my words and my actions. Surely I am the one to be judged here, as I have put my life out in the open to help save others. Maybe I am stupid to care so much for strangers that I am willing to expose my experience in order to bring the deeds done in darkness into the light, so that there are no more victims.
Yes, maybe my desire to help others to avoid what I have gone through is my biggest mistake. Maybe I should never have come to the Internet to spread information about things that are meant to remain unknown to the public. Only could you truly ever know by experience, and believe it or not I love all of you more than that, even though I know many of you are only here to see me die. And, don't worry, you will get your wish soon enough.
I am anonymous because I too represent the thousands of anonymous victims of this psychological and physical crime. I don't want people to get caught up in the trivial (race/religion/etc) and not see the true cause. I will step out of the shadows soon, as I am no coward. I don't want anyone to experience my experience or know the hurt that I do by whatever means it takes.
Before I die, I will, in someway, make this world a better place than it is now. Something significant is going to take place very soon, and I hope you are all around to see it, and I hope you choose the right side.
Those good of heart and mind always hold more power than those who are not. If your heart is with God or at least your actions are pure (if you don't follow God) please do what you can beyond yourself to make this world a place where evil has no place to hide, as we are all here together. There are a lot of voices to be heard, and so many are speaking the same words, saying the differences really are much smaller than all the similarities we share. There is only one human race, and we must all finish it together.
Showing posts with label Police Harassment. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Police Harassment. Show all posts
Monday, January 17, 2011
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Gangstalking: The Law & Police Misconduct
When I first started being followed around by strange men, I tried to report it to the police long before I was assaulted, but the police continued to act as if nothing was wrong. Each time I tried to make a report to police I was treated oddly. I chose to mention Sergeant Opdyke first because he was the first high ranking police officer I reported officer misconduct to after I was assaulted in 2009.
Sergeant Opdyke was the supervisor of officer Vallerga (the officer who met me at the hospital and refused to take a report). When I sat with Sergeant Opdyke he told me he was taking a report, but that ended up not being the case.
Sergeant Opdyke started the interview off with questions about the incident, but then digressed into questions that had nothing to do with the report of the crime, but more like a report on me. Sergeant Opdyke kept glaring down at my chest and asked me what kind of guys I dated, when was the last time I went on a date, and then got agitated with me and claimed I wouldn't talk to him because he was too old. Sergeant Opdyke ended the interview and claimed he would be taking care of the situation. That was a lie.
A few weeks passed and no report was prepared. I returned to my efforts of getting a report. I then spoke with another Sergeant who I won't name because he didn't do anything obviously wrong. The second Sergeant gave me Sergeant Opdyke's cell number. Sergeant Opdyke wouldn't return my calls, so I contacted the second sergeant and explained the situation. The second sergeant told me to hold on the phone while he called seargent Opdyke for me, but the connection was bad, or at least Opdyke pretended to not be able to hear me well, so I said I would call back. I called Opdyke again and he claimed to be in the middle of police business and needed to call me back. Finally, Sergeant Opdyke called me, but the conversation was again not right. During the call Sergeant Opdyke made bizarre accusations too numerous to repeat, but the most notable one was that he was Christ, and I figured that all the ridiculous words were being overheard by other officers. I asked Opdyke if he was alone and he stated yes, which I believe was a lie.
Sergeant Opdyke had the obligation to make sure the report was taken, but he chose to protect the officers who failed to do their jobs. A report was finally generated after a month, two lieutenants, a watch commander, two detectives, some written complaints, and some calls to the Chief's office, but the report was not taken properly, and was never investigated.
I made a formal report against Opdyke and several officers for their conduct, but they remained protected by their badges. No suspects were ever questioned, and no arrests were ever made. That is just a crumb of the police cooperation that takes place in gangstalking.
Interestingly enough, Sergeant Opdyke already knew about me and my family. He metioned things to me as he questioned me that made me think where I heard his name. I thought it can't be the same man, but when i saw the first name on his card and remembered his descripition from my family member i knew it was the same ass.
Tod Opdyke was a jerk even as a young officer in a different city. I remembered that he was tbe jerk officer that used to constanly stop a female relative of mine in the early 1980's, and ask her to have sex with him. When my female relative refused him, Opdyke had all his cop friends gang up on her and harass her with all kinds of nuisance stops and citations for non existent situations. Fortunetley she was not physically assaulted as a result of police agreeing to not do their jobs.
Law enforcement is a part of gangstalking and one of the only reasons it can exist. The websites may be a hoax, but gangstalking is real.
I will be glad to stop naming names and going into detail on each one if just one of my stalkers is willing to step foward and admit they did wrong me. I haven't even given any details yet about my experience as a gangstalking victim or on my perpetrators. I'm still being too nice, don't you think?
Sergeant Opdyke was the supervisor of officer Vallerga (the officer who met me at the hospital and refused to take a report). When I sat with Sergeant Opdyke he told me he was taking a report, but that ended up not being the case.
Sergeant Opdyke started the interview off with questions about the incident, but then digressed into questions that had nothing to do with the report of the crime, but more like a report on me. Sergeant Opdyke kept glaring down at my chest and asked me what kind of guys I dated, when was the last time I went on a date, and then got agitated with me and claimed I wouldn't talk to him because he was too old. Sergeant Opdyke ended the interview and claimed he would be taking care of the situation. That was a lie.
A few weeks passed and no report was prepared. I returned to my efforts of getting a report. I then spoke with another Sergeant who I won't name because he didn't do anything obviously wrong. The second Sergeant gave me Sergeant Opdyke's cell number. Sergeant Opdyke wouldn't return my calls, so I contacted the second sergeant and explained the situation. The second sergeant told me to hold on the phone while he called seargent Opdyke for me, but the connection was bad, or at least Opdyke pretended to not be able to hear me well, so I said I would call back. I called Opdyke again and he claimed to be in the middle of police business and needed to call me back. Finally, Sergeant Opdyke called me, but the conversation was again not right. During the call Sergeant Opdyke made bizarre accusations too numerous to repeat, but the most notable one was that he was Christ, and I figured that all the ridiculous words were being overheard by other officers. I asked Opdyke if he was alone and he stated yes, which I believe was a lie.
Sergeant Opdyke had the obligation to make sure the report was taken, but he chose to protect the officers who failed to do their jobs. A report was finally generated after a month, two lieutenants, a watch commander, two detectives, some written complaints, and some calls to the Chief's office, but the report was not taken properly, and was never investigated.
I made a formal report against Opdyke and several officers for their conduct, but they remained protected by their badges. No suspects were ever questioned, and no arrests were ever made. That is just a crumb of the police cooperation that takes place in gangstalking.
Interestingly enough, Sergeant Opdyke already knew about me and my family. He metioned things to me as he questioned me that made me think where I heard his name. I thought it can't be the same man, but when i saw the first name on his card and remembered his descripition from my family member i knew it was the same ass.
Tod Opdyke was a jerk even as a young officer in a different city. I remembered that he was tbe jerk officer that used to constanly stop a female relative of mine in the early 1980's, and ask her to have sex with him. When my female relative refused him, Opdyke had all his cop friends gang up on her and harass her with all kinds of nuisance stops and citations for non existent situations. Fortunetley she was not physically assaulted as a result of police agreeing to not do their jobs.
Law enforcement is a part of gangstalking and one of the only reasons it can exist. The websites may be a hoax, but gangstalking is real.
I will be glad to stop naming names and going into detail on each one if just one of my stalkers is willing to step foward and admit they did wrong me. I haven't even given any details yet about my experience as a gangstalking victim or on my perpetrators. I'm still being too nice, don't you think?
Monday, June 21, 2010
The Police vs. Me: Playing a Game I Was Never Supposed to Win
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What happened to me could happen to anybody, but should never happen to anyone. When you go to the police for help you should not find yourself in a position where the police refuse to help but instead conspire to harm you. In my case, going to the police made my situation worse.
The first time I went to the police was in December of 2008 to report being followed.
December 26, 2008
I went to the police station in my home town and reported my situation. I waited outside the station for an hour for an officer, because it was after hours. When officer Vallerga arrived, he asked me some questions and I answered them. Officer Vallerga then concluded that nothing was going on that was serious enough to generate a report. Officer Vallerga told me that it was nothing and that the guy was probably following me because I was pretty, he then said "your pretty guys are going to follow you" and "the guy just probably wanted to talk to you but didn't know what to say", I told him that wasn't it. I don't know why the officer assumed I was stupid and vain enough to believe that men I had never seen before were following me simply because they considered me attractive.
I knew there was a reason why all of a sudden strange men were following me when I had all my clothes on and I'm not famous. No woman could be that pretty. I assumed the men had to have been told something or shown something that was making them want to follow me, but I didn't know what it was at the time.
I was followed everywhere I went. I had strange men following and staring at me for no reason regardless of how I was dressed or looked, and it didn't matter who was with me. I could be out with my boyfriend, family, or friends and I would find more men then usual staring at me. I didn't make a big deal about it to anyone at first because it was just weird and a little creepy, but I did point some of the men out from time to time to other people.
December 30, 2008
Then, I started seeing the same men different places in different cities staring at me, and so I went back to the police. This time I went to the police station in a major city where I had been followed. I met with several male officers at the front counter and explained what was going on. The officers smiled and assured me that there was nothing to worry about and not enough information to generate a need to take a report. I pleaded with the male officers for twenty minutes for one of them to take a report
so there would be a record in case it was not "just nothing" and I got raped by one of these guys. A female officer, Campbell, came from the back and listened to my story, Campbell agreed to take the report, and the male officers grimaced. While the Campbell was waiting for the report number to generate in the computer, a male office took her aside, and when she came back to the counter she took the report. When Campbell finished, she told me it was probably nothing and said "you're a pretty girl...men are going to look at you" When I got the copy of the report, I found out that officer Campbell left out the description of the guys who were following me and the place where they were captured on security cameras. What were the police hiding?
January 3, 2009
I continued to be followed for no reason by strange men. This Time I went to the police station and met with officer Lewis who told me the same insane nonsense that officer Vallerga had spoken to me about being pretty, and somebody just looking at me or following me because I was attractive. I realized I was going to get zero help from the chauvinist bastards at the police station. Then officer Lewis told me to take license plates, driver descriptions, and to document what was happening. I told officer Lewis that I wanted him to document what I was reporting in case something happened to me. Officer Lewis stated that he could not take a report because no crime was occurring.
January 08, 2009
I finally got fed up with the police one day when I was at the police station, and I made the mistake of asking if I could call the FBI. Officer LLamas came out and immediately proclaimed I had a mental disorder and I demanded his supervisor. What happens next started so much trouble for me. Officer Llamas and his Sergeant talked to me and tag teamed me on what happened to me over the past 3 months, and officer Llamas, who insulted me with the comment of a mental disorder, took back his statement and said he felt I was just being a little paranoid. I asked how I was being paranoid in reporting that I had been stalked by strange men over the past three months? The officers had no answer. The officers asked me for information I had on one of the people I believed was following me, and I told them it was at home. The officers said they would wait for me to come back. When I got in my car I was followed out of the parking lot by several plain cars and two cop cars. All the cars came from the police officer's private lot and were driven by detectives or cops. After that the stalking got 100% worse. The officers used what I reported against me.
I got followed more after I went to the police. Apparently reporting a crime of stalking is a crime to the police.
January 10, 2008
I went back to the police in my home city. Once again, I met with officer Lewis at the station to report a guy following me and staring at me while i was at the store. Officer Lewis asked me what was making me uncomfortable about being looked at, and I told him it wasn't just looking something wasn't right. I had men watch me before but not like this. Officer Lewis asked me if I had received flowers or gifts from any if these men and I said no. Officer Lewis declared that it was definitely not stalking, because stalking involves gifts and officer Lucas agreed. Officer Lucas and Lewis tried to get me to believe that a criteria for stalking was receiving gifts, and I told them both that gifts had nothing to do with stalking and if I felt threatened by repeatedly being pursued it was stalking. Officer Lucas told me that it was nothing to be concerned with. Officer Lewis asked me if I knew who it was that I "felt" was following me and I told him I didn't know who these men were. Officer Lewis and Lucas both concurred that there was not enough evidence for the police to take a report.
Officer Lucas and Lewis then asked me questions about where I worked and if I had a boyfriend. Officer Lucas and Lewis continued to ask me question about who I knew in the area, what I liked to do, and where I liked to go. Officer Lucas told me to go out to a bar and give the guy a chance to approach me. Yes, I was told by the police to make myself more available to my stalkers
The officers asked me if I knew martial arts and what kind of weapons I owned. I asked why, and the officers stated that they wanted to know how I would defend myself if i had to. When I mentioned I had a tazer, officer Lewis and Lucas gave each other surprised looks and officer Lewis said "that could hurt". The questions were odd, but not odd enough to call a supervisor. I asked the officers why they were asking me these types of questions and they responded that they were just trying to find out more information to see why this might be happening to me. Police can be such jerks when they want to be.
Police have this silly rule they like to follow about taking reports in the city where a crime occurs or a person actually lives. Unfortunately, my home town has the most unhelpful officers at times.
January 30, 2008
I took licence plates, descriptions, dates, times and locations of the occurrences, and returned to the police in my home town. I met with officer Lewis. Officer Lewis was my beat officer. Surprised? I gave officer Lewis the licence plates he told me to collect on people who had followed me, and he made the comment that one of the plate numbers looked like his own licence plate. Officer Lewis went outside to run the plate numbers in his car leaving me alone with Lucas. Officer Lucas asked me questions that were personal in nature, such as when was the last time I went out to go dancing and if I had a boyfriend. I danced around his questions and he asked me more personal question about my family. Officer Lucas even asked me if my family had any history of mental illness and I said "no why are you asking me that" and Lucas said "just wondering". Officer Lewis came in with another officer at that point and said "I guess that's a no" and I got the impression that I had been on the radio while I was being questioned by officer Lucas.
Officer Lewis told me that he ran the plates but still could not take a report because there was not enough information. I asked officer Lewis what information he needed to take a report, and he stated it was not enough to take a report because there was not enough to give to a detective.
I asked officer Lewis what was really going on, and he said in a mock dramatic tone worthy of a Golden Globe "aw HELL NO! How could this happen? You don't think it's a cop do you? Please don't tell me it's a cop...". Officer Lewis tried to keep from laughing as did the other officers present. Officer Lewis smiled and I said "I didn't say that" and Lewis said "oh okay". Then another officer went to the back to get something and Lewis and Lucas both encouraged him not to do it while they tried not to laugh. The fourth officer came out with a hat and stood at the counter smiling, just like he had done when he had been the passenger in a car that often followed me.
The officers knew I couldn't do anything about what was being done to me. Four cops against one me, and now I understood why they wanted to declare I had a mental disorder when I did not, because it would make it easier for them to discredit a crazy person telling the truth if in fact I was mentally disturbed. I had already lost a game I didn't even know I had been playing.
So, the police continued to lie to cover up what was really taking place. All I did was go to the police to report a crime someone committed against me and they treated me like I was a snitch. And...the game was on...even though I had been playing since 2006, yet nobody told me.
I had been set up to play a game that took time to build. It didn't happen over night. But, what would make the police want to play a game with a woman without a criminal past, that caused no problems for others, worked, and was in college minding her own damn business? That's the question and the answer lies in the community and the hearts and minds of human beings.
What would cause another person to harm another person? That is the timeless question. Is it jealousy, hate, ignorance, desire, dominance, money, religion, sex etc?
I never had to do anything wrong, because I already deserved it in the minds of some depraved people. When another human being has the desire to hurt or control someone in order to spread and build their own personal joy, the situation is dangerous, but when that person goes on to carry it out it becomes pure evil. I became the player's choice for the tyranny of evil men and women who conspired in a game to destroy my life and my family.
I know you must be asking; "why? and "what's so important about me that anyone would go this far?" i hope I will make that clear at some point. An Internet hoax was even created just to help it all along, and it's called gangstalking.
Gangstalking is a lie that has a grain of truth, and so I think of it as a paradox. There is a little grain of truth about what happened to me in every single website about Gangstalking that is enveloped in pure lies. The sites are all created and hosted anonymously, and the victim's accounts are false, and made to make each victim look like a mental case. The fake victims on these sites speak of aliens, mind control, Masons, Scientologists, Jesuits, the paranormal, other dimensions, Charles Manson, the occult, and microwaves as the cause for their problems. Vigilante justice is a good theory in gangstalking, but it's also flawed, because it would take an incredible amount of unquestionable human stupidity to believe that doing any of this would be the best course of action. In my case the people who are involved aren't stupid by education, just ignorant in morals and human decency.
The hoax, the game, the challenge, the test, the chaos, and the thrill of the chase are all a part of why these people did this to me. I wonder about my perpetrators. Did my perpetrators plan to take it this far or did it just happen? I say yes, they planned to take it as far as they could go. They made money from it. How bad did they really want to hurt me and my family? Very bad, they didn't even care about children, and they set up my assault and then tried to cover it up. How many men did they actually inspire to want to rape me? I don't know the answer to that one. Why would they want to make me seem crazy? So no one would believe the paradox.
These fake gangstalking victims also can't spell. Most websites where common words are frequently misspelled, and the sites give no credible means to validate the claims being made are usually false! Remember, the websites are hosted anonymously. Gangstalking is a paradox, and I hope my story will help prove that. If a grain of my story is in every website then it is possible that there are others who have a grain of their story mixed with mine, but I doubt it. Not with the claims the false gangstalking victims are making about the universe and mind control theories.
I know I am also anonymous, but that is because I make claims of suicidal thoughts with a definite goal to kill myself, and that would get me put under observation in a psychiatric facility. I will reveal myself soon enough. Besides, my stalkers already know I'm Jane, because they like to know things about me that are none of there fucking business! They have the authority available to misuse, and they do.
Nothing here is a lie, and by naming names as I tell my story I hope to prove that. The more I tell the truth the more I risk, because I'm telling a story that so many influential people have tried to suppress. I am also walking a fine line in giving names because I have to be able to prove the involvement of all named individuals, and so far I can.
Unfortunately, my story doesn't stay with the police. The other question is, what was said about me that made federal agents want to play too? Did someone report me for a false crime? Maybe. But no, the story goes deeper than that. I'm a guinea pig of sorts. A pawn and the keeper of the truth. Can you keep a secret? I certainly can, but I can also detect a lie. I've kept too many lies a secret, and now I'm going to tell them all, because the world deserves to know the truth. It's the only way to protect yourself and those you care about from this crime.
It could happen to anyone, and it took close to 2 years before I knew it was happening to me. It could be happening to you, and by the time you find out it will already be too late. You can't stop what you don't see coming. I hope I can help you gain a 20/20 view.
What happened to me could happen to anybody, but should never happen to anyone. When you go to the police for help you should not find yourself in a position where the police refuse to help but instead conspire to harm you. In my case, going to the police made my situation worse.
The first time I went to the police was in December of 2008 to report being followed.
December 26, 2008
I went to the police station in my home town and reported my situation. I waited outside the station for an hour for an officer, because it was after hours. When officer Vallerga arrived, he asked me some questions and I answered them. Officer Vallerga then concluded that nothing was going on that was serious enough to generate a report. Officer Vallerga told me that it was nothing and that the guy was probably following me because I was pretty, he then said "your pretty guys are going to follow you" and "the guy just probably wanted to talk to you but didn't know what to say", I told him that wasn't it. I don't know why the officer assumed I was stupid and vain enough to believe that men I had never seen before were following me simply because they considered me attractive.
I knew there was a reason why all of a sudden strange men were following me when I had all my clothes on and I'm not famous. No woman could be that pretty. I assumed the men had to have been told something or shown something that was making them want to follow me, but I didn't know what it was at the time.
I was followed everywhere I went. I had strange men following and staring at me for no reason regardless of how I was dressed or looked, and it didn't matter who was with me. I could be out with my boyfriend, family, or friends and I would find more men then usual staring at me. I didn't make a big deal about it to anyone at first because it was just weird and a little creepy, but I did point some of the men out from time to time to other people.
December 30, 2008
Then, I started seeing the same men different places in different cities staring at me, and so I went back to the police. This time I went to the police station in a major city where I had been followed. I met with several male officers at the front counter and explained what was going on. The officers smiled and assured me that there was nothing to worry about and not enough information to generate a need to take a report. I pleaded with the male officers for twenty minutes for one of them to take a report
so there would be a record in case it was not "just nothing" and I got raped by one of these guys. A female officer, Campbell, came from the back and listened to my story, Campbell agreed to take the report, and the male officers grimaced. While the Campbell was waiting for the report number to generate in the computer, a male office took her aside, and when she came back to the counter she took the report. When Campbell finished, she told me it was probably nothing and said "you're a pretty girl...men are going to look at you" When I got the copy of the report, I found out that officer Campbell left out the description of the guys who were following me and the place where they were captured on security cameras. What were the police hiding?
January 3, 2009
I continued to be followed for no reason by strange men. This Time I went to the police station and met with officer Lewis who told me the same insane nonsense that officer Vallerga had spoken to me about being pretty, and somebody just looking at me or following me because I was attractive. I realized I was going to get zero help from the chauvinist bastards at the police station. Then officer Lewis told me to take license plates, driver descriptions, and to document what was happening. I told officer Lewis that I wanted him to document what I was reporting in case something happened to me. Officer Lewis stated that he could not take a report because no crime was occurring.
January 08, 2009
I finally got fed up with the police one day when I was at the police station, and I made the mistake of asking if I could call the FBI. Officer LLamas came out and immediately proclaimed I had a mental disorder and I demanded his supervisor. What happens next started so much trouble for me. Officer Llamas and his Sergeant talked to me and tag teamed me on what happened to me over the past 3 months, and officer Llamas, who insulted me with the comment of a mental disorder, took back his statement and said he felt I was just being a little paranoid. I asked how I was being paranoid in reporting that I had been stalked by strange men over the past three months? The officers had no answer. The officers asked me for information I had on one of the people I believed was following me, and I told them it was at home. The officers said they would wait for me to come back. When I got in my car I was followed out of the parking lot by several plain cars and two cop cars. All the cars came from the police officer's private lot and were driven by detectives or cops. After that the stalking got 100% worse. The officers used what I reported against me.
I got followed more after I went to the police. Apparently reporting a crime of stalking is a crime to the police.
January 10, 2008
I went back to the police in my home city. Once again, I met with officer Lewis at the station to report a guy following me and staring at me while i was at the store. Officer Lewis asked me what was making me uncomfortable about being looked at, and I told him it wasn't just looking something wasn't right. I had men watch me before but not like this. Officer Lewis asked me if I had received flowers or gifts from any if these men and I said no. Officer Lewis declared that it was definitely not stalking, because stalking involves gifts and officer Lucas agreed. Officer Lucas and Lewis tried to get me to believe that a criteria for stalking was receiving gifts, and I told them both that gifts had nothing to do with stalking and if I felt threatened by repeatedly being pursued it was stalking. Officer Lucas told me that it was nothing to be concerned with. Officer Lewis asked me if I knew who it was that I "felt" was following me and I told him I didn't know who these men were. Officer Lewis and Lucas both concurred that there was not enough evidence for the police to take a report.
Officer Lucas and Lewis then asked me questions about where I worked and if I had a boyfriend. Officer Lucas and Lewis continued to ask me question about who I knew in the area, what I liked to do, and where I liked to go. Officer Lucas told me to go out to a bar and give the guy a chance to approach me. Yes, I was told by the police to make myself more available to my stalkers
The officers asked me if I knew martial arts and what kind of weapons I owned. I asked why, and the officers stated that they wanted to know how I would defend myself if i had to. When I mentioned I had a tazer, officer Lewis and Lucas gave each other surprised looks and officer Lewis said "that could hurt". The questions were odd, but not odd enough to call a supervisor. I asked the officers why they were asking me these types of questions and they responded that they were just trying to find out more information to see why this might be happening to me. Police can be such jerks when they want to be.
Police have this silly rule they like to follow about taking reports in the city where a crime occurs or a person actually lives. Unfortunately, my home town has the most unhelpful officers at times.
January 30, 2008
I took licence plates, descriptions, dates, times and locations of the occurrences, and returned to the police in my home town. I met with officer Lewis. Officer Lewis was my beat officer. Surprised? I gave officer Lewis the licence plates he told me to collect on people who had followed me, and he made the comment that one of the plate numbers looked like his own licence plate. Officer Lewis went outside to run the plate numbers in his car leaving me alone with Lucas. Officer Lucas asked me questions that were personal in nature, such as when was the last time I went out to go dancing and if I had a boyfriend. I danced around his questions and he asked me more personal question about my family. Officer Lucas even asked me if my family had any history of mental illness and I said "no why are you asking me that" and Lucas said "just wondering". Officer Lewis came in with another officer at that point and said "I guess that's a no" and I got the impression that I had been on the radio while I was being questioned by officer Lucas.
Officer Lewis told me that he ran the plates but still could not take a report because there was not enough information. I asked officer Lewis what information he needed to take a report, and he stated it was not enough to take a report because there was not enough to give to a detective.
I asked officer Lewis what was really going on, and he said in a mock dramatic tone worthy of a Golden Globe "aw HELL NO! How could this happen? You don't think it's a cop do you? Please don't tell me it's a cop...". Officer Lewis tried to keep from laughing as did the other officers present. Officer Lewis smiled and I said "I didn't say that" and Lewis said "oh okay". Then another officer went to the back to get something and Lewis and Lucas both encouraged him not to do it while they tried not to laugh. The fourth officer came out with a hat and stood at the counter smiling, just like he had done when he had been the passenger in a car that often followed me.
The officers knew I couldn't do anything about what was being done to me. Four cops against one me, and now I understood why they wanted to declare I had a mental disorder when I did not, because it would make it easier for them to discredit a crazy person telling the truth if in fact I was mentally disturbed. I had already lost a game I didn't even know I had been playing.
So, the police continued to lie to cover up what was really taking place. All I did was go to the police to report a crime someone committed against me and they treated me like I was a snitch. And...the game was on...even though I had been playing since 2006, yet nobody told me.
I had been set up to play a game that took time to build. It didn't happen over night. But, what would make the police want to play a game with a woman without a criminal past, that caused no problems for others, worked, and was in college minding her own damn business? That's the question and the answer lies in the community and the hearts and minds of human beings.
What would cause another person to harm another person? That is the timeless question. Is it jealousy, hate, ignorance, desire, dominance, money, religion, sex etc?
I never had to do anything wrong, because I already deserved it in the minds of some depraved people. When another human being has the desire to hurt or control someone in order to spread and build their own personal joy, the situation is dangerous, but when that person goes on to carry it out it becomes pure evil. I became the player's choice for the tyranny of evil men and women who conspired in a game to destroy my life and my family.
I know you must be asking; "why? and "what's so important about me that anyone would go this far?" i hope I will make that clear at some point. An Internet hoax was even created just to help it all along, and it's called gangstalking.
Gangstalking is a lie that has a grain of truth, and so I think of it as a paradox. There is a little grain of truth about what happened to me in every single website about Gangstalking that is enveloped in pure lies. The sites are all created and hosted anonymously, and the victim's accounts are false, and made to make each victim look like a mental case. The fake victims on these sites speak of aliens, mind control, Masons, Scientologists, Jesuits, the paranormal, other dimensions, Charles Manson, the occult, and microwaves as the cause for their problems. Vigilante justice is a good theory in gangstalking, but it's also flawed, because it would take an incredible amount of unquestionable human stupidity to believe that doing any of this would be the best course of action. In my case the people who are involved aren't stupid by education, just ignorant in morals and human decency.
The hoax, the game, the challenge, the test, the chaos, and the thrill of the chase are all a part of why these people did this to me. I wonder about my perpetrators. Did my perpetrators plan to take it this far or did it just happen? I say yes, they planned to take it as far as they could go. They made money from it. How bad did they really want to hurt me and my family? Very bad, they didn't even care about children, and they set up my assault and then tried to cover it up. How many men did they actually inspire to want to rape me? I don't know the answer to that one. Why would they want to make me seem crazy? So no one would believe the paradox.
These fake gangstalking victims also can't spell. Most websites where common words are frequently misspelled, and the sites give no credible means to validate the claims being made are usually false! Remember, the websites are hosted anonymously. Gangstalking is a paradox, and I hope my story will help prove that. If a grain of my story is in every website then it is possible that there are others who have a grain of their story mixed with mine, but I doubt it. Not with the claims the false gangstalking victims are making about the universe and mind control theories.
I know I am also anonymous, but that is because I make claims of suicidal thoughts with a definite goal to kill myself, and that would get me put under observation in a psychiatric facility. I will reveal myself soon enough. Besides, my stalkers already know I'm Jane, because they like to know things about me that are none of there fucking business! They have the authority available to misuse, and they do.
Nothing here is a lie, and by naming names as I tell my story I hope to prove that. The more I tell the truth the more I risk, because I'm telling a story that so many influential people have tried to suppress. I am also walking a fine line in giving names because I have to be able to prove the involvement of all named individuals, and so far I can.
Unfortunately, my story doesn't stay with the police. The other question is, what was said about me that made federal agents want to play too? Did someone report me for a false crime? Maybe. But no, the story goes deeper than that. I'm a guinea pig of sorts. A pawn and the keeper of the truth. Can you keep a secret? I certainly can, but I can also detect a lie. I've kept too many lies a secret, and now I'm going to tell them all, because the world deserves to know the truth. It's the only way to protect yourself and those you care about from this crime.
It could happen to anyone, and it took close to 2 years before I knew it was happening to me. It could be happening to you, and by the time you find out it will already be too late. You can't stop what you don't see coming. I hope I can help you gain a 20/20 view.
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