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Wednesday, December 22, 2010

V2K: Hearing Voices?

How plausible is it that someone can send sound to someone else from a distance with an invisible source?


It's very plausible, and it's called radio, television and a cell phone. If sound can be transmitted via different wavelengths of the electromagnetic spectrum across large areas such as a satellite dish or cell phone tower, and then on to a smaller receiver such as a TV, cell phone or radio, then sending sound directly to a person's head becomes plausible.


It is a fact that sound can be sent on a beam of light of a certain wavelengths. The wavelengths are invisible and all around us, so who could prove they were being targeted with such technology?


Now here's the tricky part, if sound is transmitted to a human's head where is the receiver? All sound is sent on a frequency to a receiver, as in the TV, radio communications and cell phones which operate on certain known frequencies. So, what frequency is the human brain?


Well, it has been known for almost a century that certain frequencies can stimulate the brain, and now we can all buy some type of technology to alter our moods in the form of various novelties and devices meant to relax or stimulate the brain, as the brain uses frequencies.


Again, this makes it plausible that sound could be sent to a human skull or in close enough proximity to a human skull that it could create sounds or voices that only one person could hear, without any implants to receive the wavelengths, creating symptoms of schizophrenia in sane persons, as sane people don't hear voices (unless they're saints or prophets).


These days if someone actually heard the voice of God and told others, they would probably be telling prophecies from a padded cell. So it is possible that all the people gangstalked who claim to be victims of V2K are telling the truth, not a perceived truth but the honest actual truth, because what they describe may be quite more than plausible. But, that doesn't mean that the victims were bombarded with energy fields, as there are lesser technologies that can do the trick that anyone with enough time and money at hand could acquire and utilize to their advantage.


So, once again I won't scream government conspiracy (just yet). But, I will scream regular conspiracy carried out by stupid people to destroy the lives of others for profit and personal gain.


The U.S. Government has acquired several patents for technology, and neuroscience has several newer treatments that would hint at the very idea of V2K, and I will post links to some of those patents and treatments just as an FYI.


Also, now that I have explored the likely chance of V2K as a plausibility via technology, I will have to post on gwen and haarp technology at some point.


So, in conclusion on V2K I ask the question; why would the government want to test such technologies on the unwitting public? The answer would be necessity, and it wouldn't be the first time unwitting subjects were used in research. However, if it is not the government it is known to the government, who isn't doing anything to stop it, and it must be making someone a fortune. Enough money always seems to close eyes.


It is possible that V2K may be a public test of some type of "Non Lethal Weapon" that must be tested blindly in real life situations to yield accurate data.


It is the belief and level of rational of the individual that will determine the source of the voices heard or injuries sustained as either government, aliens, mental illness, ghosts etc., but it doesn't mean that any of the victims are "crazy", "liars", or "delusional". All gangstalking victims have trouble explaining the unexplainable.


I have not experienced V2K to my knowledge, but what I have experienced is not easy to put into words as a victim of gangstalking. I still have yet to know of anyone else who has had an experience that closely or completely mirrors my own.


Even with all the many victims world wide I am still very much alone.

Thursday, September 30, 2010

The Truth Behind Gangstalking

Gangstalking is real, and the lives of innocent people are destroyed for no reason, and the crime is so beautifully executed it leaves little evidence to trace by the average person, making victims dependent on law enforcement who are aware and in on the destruction of the victim.

Gangstalking involves a mix of negative propaganda and law enforcement cooperation. I have known of several innocent people who have been harmed by this practice, but as I said, the crime is beautifully executed and all those involved stick together to cover their own asses.

I believe that gangstalking works in a chain, and destroys lives like a virus. Just the way one catches a cold and does not know how or where they picked up the virus, but they are stuck with it until it runs its course. But, with anything that involves the cooperation of various agencies, especially government agencies, is highly organized and dangerous.


I have a theory that many of today's suicides and the shooters who go on mass murder sprees, and then kill themselves, are probably victims of gangstalking. Many people don't know why these people decide to kill themselves or others at their jobs or schools, but I can bet that it is related to gangstalking, because in gangstalking, the victim is isolated in a very cruel way that ends up taking place in every aspect of the victim's life. Work, school, community, and every place the victim has to go to interact with others.


It is said that the people who act against the victim are not aware that they are causing any harm by their actions, and that the perpetrators are actually innocents themselves, or people who have been coerced into participating against the victim.


Scientologists are known for gangstalking type tactics to silence people, but the perpetrators are other Scientologists, and that does not account for the cooperation of local, state, and federal law enforcement agencies, at least not in my case. I have no positive or negative connection to Scientology.


Masons too are known for gangstalking tactics to silence individuals, and Masons are known for their influence and alliance within the brotherhood of the organization, so it is possible that there could be cooperation from Masons who are in law enforcement, but that still does not explain the level of stalking that took place in my case.


Gangstalking sites have also blamed the government. Obviously the government is aware of the practice of gangstalking or the Federal agents at the FBI offices closet to me would not have participated when I consulted them about crimes against me that fell under federal law, namely cybercrime. It was not like I went to the FBI and blamed aliens or the supernatural. I blamed real people with real crimes that fell under federal laws.


Gangstalking sites have made so many outlandish claims such as mind control by radio waves, biological testing, and induced diseases, and if these claims were not a hoax, as I believe they are, then that definitely takes gangstalking out of the league of ordinary individuals.


The governments of the U.S., Russia, Germany, and Great Britain have been experimenting with mind control and radio waves to alter moods and make people cooperate for decades, and I think I will explore the other wild accusations of gangstalking sites in my next posts just for fun, as I don't believe that any of these tactics are involved in gangstalking.


I'm no conspiracy theorist by a long shot, I'm just an innocent victim of some one's diabolical plot to destroy the lives of individuals without leaving a trace, at least not a trace anyone is willing to investigate.


I believe that the gangstalking sites are filled with lies to make people like me look stupid if they tell people that they have been gangstalked. I found out about gangstalking after I had been stalked and assaulted. I had no prior knowledge of practices and tactics of gangstalking before I myself was stalked. I still believe the sites are a part of an Internet hoax, but in every lie there is a grain of truth, and in this case the grain is that gangstalking is real.

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Gangstalking: The Law & Police Misconduct

When I first started being followed around by strange men, I tried to report it to the police long before I was assaulted, but the police continued to act as if nothing was wrong. Each time I tried to make a report to police I was treated oddly. I chose to mention Sergeant Opdyke first because he was the first high ranking police officer I reported officer misconduct to after I was assaulted in 2009.


Sergeant Opdyke was the supervisor of officer Vallerga (the officer who met me at the hospital and refused to take a report). When I sat with Sergeant Opdyke he told me he was taking a report, but that ended up not being the case.


Sergeant Opdyke started the interview off with questions about the incident, but then digressed into questions that had nothing to do with the report of the crime, but more like a report on me. Sergeant Opdyke kept glaring down at my chest and asked me what kind of guys I dated, when was the last time I went on a date, and then got agitated with me and claimed I wouldn't talk to him because he was too old. Sergeant Opdyke ended the interview and claimed he would be taking care of the situation. That was a lie.


A few weeks passed and no report was prepared. I returned to my efforts of getting a report. I then spoke with another Sergeant who I won't name because he didn't do anything obviously wrong. The second Sergeant gave me Sergeant Opdyke's cell number. Sergeant Opdyke wouldn't return my calls, so I contacted the second sergeant and explained the situation. The second sergeant told me to hold on the phone while he called seargent Opdyke for me, but the connection was bad, or at least Opdyke pretended to not be able to hear me well, so I said I would call back. I called Opdyke again and he claimed to be in the middle of police business and needed to call me back. Finally, Sergeant Opdyke called me, but the conversation was again not right. During the call Sergeant Opdyke made bizarre accusations too numerous to repeat, but the most notable one was that he was Christ, and I figured that all the ridiculous words were being overheard by other officers. I asked Opdyke if he was alone and he stated yes, which I believe was a lie.


Sergeant Opdyke had the obligation to make sure the report was taken, but he chose to protect the officers who failed to do their jobs. A report was finally generated after a month, two lieutenants, a watch commander, two detectives, some written complaints, and some calls to the Chief's office, but the report was not taken properly, and was never investigated.


I made a formal report against Opdyke and several officers for their conduct, but they remained protected by their badges. No suspects were ever questioned, and no arrests were ever made. That is just a crumb of the police cooperation that takes place in gangstalking.


Interestingly enough, Sergeant Opdyke already knew about me and my family. He metioned things to me as he questioned me that made me think where I heard his name. I thought it can't be the same man, but when i saw the first name on his card and remembered his descripition from my family member i knew it was the same ass.

Tod Opdyke was a jerk even as a young officer in a different city. I remembered that he was tbe jerk officer that used to constanly stop a female relative of mine in the early 1980's, and ask her to have sex with him. When my female relative refused him, Opdyke had all his cop friends gang up on her and harass her with all kinds of nuisance stops and citations for non existent situations. Fortunetley she was not physically assaulted as a result of police agreeing to not do their jobs.


Law enforcement is a part of gangstalking and one of the only reasons it can exist. The websites may be a hoax, but gangstalking is real.


I will be glad to stop naming names and going into detail on each one if just one of my stalkers is willing to step foward and admit they did wrong me. I haven't even given any details yet about my experience as a gangstalking victim or on my perpetrators. I'm still being too nice, don't you think?

Thursday, July 15, 2010

Gangstalking: A Gift From The Church Of Scientology?

Gangstalking has been blamed on Scientologist and somehow that theory does not completely gel for me. I have no connection to Scientology. I'm not a Scientologist and I have never been a Scientologist. So what would motivate a Scientologist to systematically attack me in the form of gangstalking?

I have never protested for or against the Church of Scientology or Dianetics in my life. So, how could I have provoked any member of the Church of Scientology to come after me? In my opinion I didn't. In fact most of my stalkers are die hard Christians, Jews, Muslims etc. So, it is possible given the full range of religions  practiced by my stalkers that a few Scientologists made it into the mix.

However, the cooperation from law enforcement at the local, state, and federal levels do not support a strong correlation between gangstalking and Scientology. Scientologists do come from all walks of life, and the Church of Scientology does have major headquarters in Southern California located in Hemet and Gillman Hot Spring http://articles.latimes.com/2005/dec/18/business/fi-scientology18. At the Scientology headquarters the group continues to build upon and maintain the power of the church.

Scientology was created by an ex Naval officer and science fiction writer by the name of L Ron Hubbard. Hubbard brought many of his military and creative ideas to the church of Scientology, so it is possible that church members are highly organized and prepared to gangstalk someone. But  again, if Scientology was a part of gangstalking what would they expect to gain from ruining the lives of innocent people who have no connection or opposition to the church?

I believe that the church of Scientology is being used as a smoke screen for what is really behind gangstalking, because no one really knows anything about Scientology. Scientology is mysterious and called a cult, and perfect to blame gangstalking on, because so many have no idea what gangstalking or Scientology really is.

Putting the blame on Scientologist for gangstalking is like blaming aliens for abducting people. Alien abduction has been deemed a lie made up by the government to make unwilling participants in human experiments believe that the experiments were done by aliens, but the experiments were being conducted by government researchers. There is much declassified documentation to support theories regarding government researchers conducting fake alien abductions to experiment on the unwilling public.

So, even though Scientologist may be involved in gangstalking, I have not seen enough evidence to support the Church of Scientology as the chief facilitator in gangstalking of innocent people. If I do run across any such evidence that supports the theory that the  Church of Scientology is behind gangstalking i will openly support the thorough demise of the entire organization.   

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

What? Scientology? What???

It has been claimed that Scientologist are a group that actively participates in "gangstalking" of innocent people. So I decided to visit the largest church of Scientology in my area. I was curious once again about Scientology, and I fulfilled that curiosity permanently.

What religion would ask a person to pay for spiritual enlightenment? Answer: Scientology. I thought the road to spiritual enlightenment was a free journey that one pays for only with their desire to leave the world behind and become more enlightened. Well, I guess you can put a price on anything $$$$$. However, I respect a person's right to worship in any way that brings them closer to becoming a decent human being.

What I got out of my three hour tour today was...well...not enough to pull me into Scientology, or prove that Scientologist participate in "gangstalking". Why three hours? I was doing research! I do recommend that everyone visit one of these places just for the hell of it for like 5 minutes. It was like going to a free museum of the unexpected. You pop in, you look, you leave, the end. I don't recommend you do more than that. I figure the lobby is set up to fulfill the curious visitors as well as scare them away. The real Scientology stuff is upstairs out of public view.

If someone is looking for a person to go undercover as a Scientologist I'm willing to do it for a lot of money :) I think I could fool them all the way, because their beliefs won't penetrate me. I'm suicidal, I'm not in my right mind, but I still have enough going on in my head to know that Scientology is...not for me.

If you do visit you can expect to be greeted by perky people who will try and sell you books from the many piles/shrines in the lobby. I took lots of pictures while I was inside, and I don't think they noticed or cared, because they never stopped me. The only time I was confronted was when they thought I was going to leave.

I then let them put me in a darkened room to watch a video, and I watched them peek at me through the cracks of the door. I guess they didn't know that I could see them because the room was dark LOL. I also found out that you can't turn down the volume on any of the videos, because the volume is preset. I did find the videos entertaining up to a point. I think the personality tests are kind of fun and funny. I was told that my score was above average and in the top 1%, as if that was going to make me take classes and buy books LOL

They even offered me a class and a book for under $20 with free auditing! I told them I had no money, but I could volunteer hahahahahahahahaha. They still wanted money. No no, Scientology is not for me. I think that Scientologist are like all people who are searching for a better life, and are able to find it through spiritual growth. I'm not entirely convinced that they are pure evil. The people I met were not evil people, but it is always surprising what people will do for a cause. The sweetest people in the world can turn evil if you give them a reason.

It has been claimed that Scientologist are one of the organizations behind "gangstalking", but I have near zero fear factor, so, I went to the Church of Scientology by myself and didn't tell anyone I was going. If they had been the ones stalking me I don't think I would be posting this LOL.

Is Scientology a cult? Maybe, but like I said, I'm willing to go undercover to find out the truth if the price is right $$$$$$$$ :) I will be visiting the Masons next as they are claimed to be in on gangstalking too. Hahahahahahahahaha

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Gangstalking: A Near Perfect Crime

Gangstalking is a true crime that is difficult to prove, because the stalkers make every attempt to discredit the victim before any physical harm takes place. This crime can happen to anyone, as I and thousands of other victims now know.

Gangstalking is a truth and a paradox, because the stalkers set the victims up to look foolish if they try to report the crimes making the crime seem unbelievable. The stalkers use childish pranks in the beginning to discredit their victims, and when the victims report these crimes to authorities, family, and friends the victim seems foolish, and over a period of time the victim reports the pranks to others and people begin to believe the victim is delusional or paranoid, and that's exactly what the stalkers want people to believe.

While the childish pranks against the victim are taking place a real crime is occurring that the victim is unaware of, and this crime involves surveillance of the victim. Video and audio surveillance of the victim is also used to gather personal data on the victim. The audio and video surveillance is often done by cyber attacks through the hacking of computers, cell phones, and email accounts. The cyber attacks can turn on web cameras and microphones on a victim's computer or cell phone giving the stalkers easy surveillance into the victim's private life that is stealth, and all of this goes on while the victim is being discredited for reporting the childish pranks that the stalkers are doing to the victim. Once the victim is discredited, the physical attacks can begin, and these can include any number of attacks including rapes and drugging.

The victims find themselves in a position where what they are trying to report has no motive and is hard to prove, because the stalkers leave little evidence, and what evidence they do leave behind goes unchecked, because the stalkers have made the victim appear mentally disturbed ahead of time. Most victims, also called TIs on gangstalking sites, have been discredited, humiliated, and shamed by their stalkers actions to discredit them as victims, so they can't and don't speak out. I however have not. I realized what was going on so I changed some of the rules in the game. It is a game, not to the victims but to the stalkers. If you aren't paranoid or scared it isn't as much fun for the stalkers.

I actually presented a fun challenge to my stalkers because they could not fully discredit me, and I did get quite a few people to listen, I didn't run away, and I didn't seek the help of psychologist, or turn to alcohol and drugs. I just made the game harder, and I want to make sure the game is hard to play with others as well. No more victims!

I promise you I am an expert on this crime, and awareness is the best defense. You can't stop what you don't see coming. The game works off of the public's ignorance to technology, loopholes in the laws, and the human desire to follow or "group think" with the masses. And, now that there are so many sites that give people ideas on how to commit this crime awareness is paramount in curtailing this crime in all it's forms, be it gangstalking, workplace mobbing, cyberbullying, community harassment, or simple old school bully tactics it has to be exposed, so others don't fall victim and the stalkers don't lure others into their attacks against innocent people, by turning people against the victim. The victims aren't crazy the stalkers are, as are those who assist in the destruction of an innocent person's life. "Don't play the game".

Now why the crime happens is different, and that is something that I don't want to get into just yet, because it is not as important as awareness of the crime. Some tactics of gangstalking are classified, and I may get in some trouble in exposing classified information, or maybe not, especially if nobody believes me. Be aware that there are people who will try and discredit me on my wall, because they don't want me to expose the truth. I say what the hell do I have to loose in exposing the truth. I'm suicidal, what are they going to do, kill me?!? Maybe, they have tried before.

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Gangstalking: The World's Worst Prank

I have mentioned gangstalking, and I want to explain briefly what it is. Gangstalking is a hoax and a prank that's out of control. The five or so original websites on gangstalking were created by my perpetrators to harass me and make me look like an ass if I sought help, because an important part of my story is wrapped in that mess, and people have become familiar with gangstalking.

Is gangstalking the work of Scientologist, Masons, aliens, Madonna, or the CIA as so many of the newer sites have claimed? HELL NO! Well, maybe Madonna. LOL

The practice of gangstalking isn't new to the human race. It's actually based on the simple principle known as "I don't like you". It's a child's game on steroids. If you tell twenty people that Tommy ate a booger, and nobody knows Tommy or saw Tommy eat the booger, then Tommy can be successfully declared a booger eater! Now, you have the main principle of gangstalking, except in gangstalking Tommy didn't just eat the booger someone recorded Tommy scratching his nose from a bad angle edited it with an entirely different shot of Tommy touching his lip thus producing evidence that Tommy eats boogers.

Yeah, I know this is a stupid description, but I'm describing something stupid and dangerous. When the sites were created that was one thing, but now that so many people have latched on to the sites it's dangerous. More and more websites are being created based on this hoax. The websites give people bad ideas to use, that if done correctly, will destroy a person's life.

So, what kind of idiot would create these sites. Well...this person knows me pretty well, because they and their little funky friends have loved spying on me and stalking me. But, the game got out of control and too many other people got involved. Every time I revealed something about the game in order to get help from law enforcement, a new website was created with my real revelations along side fake testimonies of mind control, aliens and other bullshit nonsense. So much of the gangstalking websites are crap! The craziest part of it is that people actually try this mess!

The true tactics of gangstalking are not in any of the websites, and I am glad. I don't even want to go into detail about the subject myself for fear of inspiring some moral degenerate to go out and try it on the next person that crosses them.

Someone wanted to teach me a lesson, and they did, in human stupidity. Now that gangstalking is out there in cyberspace and growing like a mushroom cloud what can be done? It's now a conspiracy theory and I helped create it without knowing it damn it!

All I can do is to tell people it's a hoax, but it becomes real if you apply it to life. My perpetrators applied it in real life because they were stupid. A wise person knows that all theories should not be tested. Tested? Research connection? Well...after something gets out of control it becomes a party where everyone is invited. Yet, you would think some of the world's best minds and researchers would have seen a fault in this shit. No, they played along. BAD F*CKING CALL!

A moral psychologist would not participate in such nonsense, you might think, but nobodies perfect. If you take an oath to uphold moral and ethical standards then you don't play the game. Here's to the morality of David, Kate, Jeff, Karen, Jonel, and so many other knowledgeable psychologist who lent their talents, facilities, and good names to this cause. I'm using first names now, but I will give last names when I tell the many ways that these psychologist violated their professions.

So that's about it for now. Below is a list of links to gangstalking websites. I even found one where someone posted about gangstalking on Oprah's site like four days ago. Coincidence?


http://www.gangstalkingworld.com/

http://gangstalking.wordpress.com/

http://gangstalkingjournal.com/

http://www.oprah.com/community/message/1301732

http://vimeo.com/m/#/12623919

http://www.whatisgangstalking.blogspot.com/

http://www.multistalkervictims.org/

http://m.topix.com/forum/blogs/T6SIJEJPAALKGVF67

http://aishamusic.blogspot.com/2010/02/gang-stalking.html

http://www.educate-yourself.org/cn/gangstalkingoverview15sep06.shtml

http://in2worlds.net/gangstalking-and-targeted-individuals

http://www.badexperiment.com/gang-stalking-and-christians/

http://www.articlesbase.com/authors/gangstalking/99109

http://www.life-in-korea.info/?p=245

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/gangstalking/

http://www.opednews.com/articles/What-is-Gang-Stalking-by-gang-stalking-091114-203.html

http://www.nowpublic.com/world/gang-stalking-and-cheap-electronic-surveillance

http://whosarat.websitetoolbox.com/post?id=678576

http://www.urbandictionary.com/iphone/#define?term=gang%20stalking%20methods

http://www.empowher.com/mental-health/content/gang-stalking-psychological-targeting-group-setting

http://www.jbhfile.com/harm_gang.html

http://gangstalking.wordpress.com/about/

http://www.exoticwarfareproof.org/gangstalking.htm

http://www.nowpublic.com/world/gang-stalking-research-topics

http://www.articlesbase.com/causes-and-organizations-articles/gang-stalking-redifined-2135737.html

http://whosarat.websitetoolbox.com/post?id=1009784

http://www.phillyimc.org/en/gang-stalking-redefined

http://www.experienceproject.com/stories/Am-Being-Gang-Stalked/950675

http://community.theblackvault.com/gangstalking


http://www.conspirare.net/blog7.php/2010/03/12/gang-stalking-induces-ptsdhttp://gangstalkingjournal.com/gang-stalking/

http://www.shoestringradio.net/

Monday, June 21, 2010

The Police vs. Me: Playing a Game I Was Never Supposed to Win

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What happened to me could happen to anybody, but should never happen to anyone. When you go to the police for help you should not find yourself in a position where the police refuse to help but instead conspire to harm you. In my case, going to the police made my situation worse. 

The first time I went to the police was in December of 2008 to report being followed. 


December 26, 2008
I went to the police station in my home town and reported my situation. I waited outside the station for an hour for an officer, because it was after hours. When officer Vallerga arrived, he asked me some questions and I answered them. Officer Vallerga then concluded that nothing was going on that was serious enough to generate a report. Officer Vallerga told me that it was nothing and that the guy was probably following me because I was pretty, he then said "your pretty guys are going to follow you" and "the guy just probably wanted to talk to you but didn't know what to say", I told him that wasn't it. I don't know why the officer assumed I was stupid and vain enough to believe that men I had never seen before were following me simply because they considered me attractive. 


I knew there was a reason why all of a sudden strange men were following me when I had all my clothes on and I'm not famous. No woman could be that pretty. I assumed the men had to have been told something or shown something that was making them want to follow me, but I didn't know what it was at the time.

I was followed everywhere I went.  I had strange men following and staring at me for no reason regardless of how I was dressed or looked, and it didn't matter who was with me. I could be out with my boyfriend, family, or friends and I would find more men then usual staring at me. I didn't make a big deal about it to anyone at first because it was just weird and a little creepy, but I did point some of the men out from time to time to other people. 


December 30, 2008
Then, I started seeing the same men different places in different cities staring at me, and so I went back to the police. This time I went to the police station in a major city where I had been followed. I met with several male officers at the front counter and explained what was going on. The officers smiled and assured me that there was nothing to worry about and not enough information to generate a need to take a report. I pleaded with the male officers for twenty minutes for one of them to take a report
so there would be a record in case it was not "just nothing" and I got raped by one of these guys. A female officer, Campbell, came from the back and listened to my story, Campbell agreed to take the report,  and the male officers grimaced. While the Campbell was waiting for the report number to generate in the computer, a male office took her aside, and when she came back to the counter she took the report. When Campbell finished, she told me it was probably nothing and said "you're a pretty girl...men are going to look at you" When I got the copy of the report, I found out that officer Campbell left out the description of the guys who were following me and the place where they were captured on security cameras. What were the police hiding?

January 3, 2009 
I continued to be followed for no reason by strange men. This Time I went to the police station and met with officer Lewis who told me the same insane nonsense that officer Vallerga had spoken to me about being pretty, and somebody just looking at me or following me because I was attractive. I realized I was going to get zero help from the chauvinist bastards at the police station. Then officer Lewis told me to take license plates, driver descriptions, and to document what was happening. I told officer Lewis that I wanted him to document what I was reporting in case something happened to me. Officer Lewis stated that he could not take a report because no crime was occurring.


January 08, 2009
I finally got fed up with the police one day when I was at the police station, and I made the mistake of asking if I could call the FBI. Officer LLamas came out and immediately proclaimed I had a mental disorder and I demanded his supervisor. What happens next started so much trouble for me. Officer Llamas and his Sergeant talked to me and tag teamed me on what happened to me over the past 3 months, and officer Llamas, who insulted me with the comment of a mental disorder, took back his statement and said he felt I was just being a little paranoid. I asked how I was being paranoid in reporting that I had been stalked by strange men over the past three months? The officers had no answer. The officers asked me for information I had on one of the people I believed was following me, and I told them it was at home. The officers said they would wait for me to come back. When I got in my car I was followed out of the parking lot by several plain cars and two cop cars. All the cars came from the police officer's private lot and were driven by detectives or cops. After that the stalking got 100% worse. The officers used what I reported against me.


I got followed more after I went to the police. Apparently reporting a crime of stalking is a crime to the police.


January 10, 2008
I went back to the police in my home city. Once again, I met with officer Lewis at the station to report a guy following me and staring at me while i was at the store. Officer Lewis asked me what was making me uncomfortable about being looked at, and I told him it wasn't just looking something wasn't right. I had men watch me before but not like this. Officer Lewis asked me if I had received flowers or gifts from any if these men and I said no. Officer Lewis declared that it was definitely not stalking, because stalking involves gifts and officer Lucas agreed. Officer Lucas and Lewis tried to get me to believe that a criteria for stalking was receiving gifts, and I told them both that gifts had nothing to do with stalking and if I felt threatened by repeatedly being pursued it was stalking. Officer Lucas told me that it was nothing to be concerned with. Officer Lewis asked me if I knew who it was that I "felt" was following me and I told him I didn't know who these men were. Officer Lewis and Lucas both concurred that there was not enough evidence for the police to take a report. 

Officer Lucas and Lewis then asked me questions about where I worked and if I had a boyfriend. Officer Lucas and Lewis continued to ask me question about who I knew in the area, what I liked to do, and where I liked to go. Officer Lucas told me to go out to a bar and give the guy a chance to approach me. Yes, I was told by the police to make myself more available to my stalkers 

The officers asked me if I knew martial arts and what kind of weapons I owned. I asked why, and the officers stated that they wanted to know how I would defend myself if i had to. When I mentioned I had a tazer, officer Lewis and Lucas gave each other surprised looks and officer Lewis said "that could hurt". The questions were odd, but not odd enough to call a supervisor. I asked the officers why they were asking me these types of questions and they responded that they were just trying to find out more information to see why this might be happening to me. Police can be such jerks when they want to be. 

Police have this silly rule they like to follow about taking reports in the city where a crime occurs or a person actually lives. Unfortunately, my home town has the most unhelpful officers at times.


January 30, 2008
I took licence plates, descriptions, dates, times and locations of the occurrences, and returned to the police in my home town. I met with officer Lewis. Officer Lewis was my beat officer. Surprised? I gave officer Lewis the licence plates he told me to collect on people who had followed me, and he made the comment that one of the plate numbers looked like his own licence plate. Officer Lewis went outside to run the plate numbers in his car leaving me alone with Lucas. Officer Lucas asked me questions that were personal in nature, such as when was the last time I went out to go dancing and if I had a boyfriend. I danced around his questions and he asked me more personal question about my family. Officer Lucas even asked me if my family had any history of mental illness and I said "no why are you asking me that" and Lucas said "just wondering". Officer Lewis came in with another officer at that point and said "I guess that's a no" and I got the impression that I had been on the radio while I was being questioned by officer Lucas. 

Officer Lewis told me that he ran the plates but still could not take a report because there was not enough information. I asked officer Lewis what information he needed to take a report, and he stated it was not enough to take a report because there was not enough to give to a detective.


I asked officer Lewis what was really going on, and he said in a mock dramatic tone worthy of a Golden Globe "aw HELL NO! How could this happen? You don't think it's a cop do you? Please don't tell me it's a cop...". Officer Lewis tried to keep from laughing as did the other officers present. Officer Lewis smiled and I said "I didn't say that" and Lewis said "oh okay". Then another officer went to the back to get something and Lewis and Lucas both encouraged him not to do it while they tried not to laugh. The fourth officer came out with a hat and stood at the counter smiling, just like he had done when he had been the passenger in a car that often followed me. 


The officers knew I couldn't do anything about what was being done to me. Four cops against one me, and now I understood why they wanted to declare I had a mental disorder when I did not, because it would make it easier for them to discredit a crazy person telling the truth if in fact I was mentally disturbed. I had already lost a game I didn't even know I had been playing. 

So, the police continued to lie to cover up what was really taking place.  All I did was go to the police to report a crime someone committed against me and they treated me like I was a snitch. And...the game was on...even though I had been playing since 2006, yet nobody told me.   

I had been set up to play a game that took time to build. It didn't happen over night. But, what would make the police want to play a game with a woman without a criminal past, that caused no problems for others, worked, and was in college minding her own damn business? That's the question and the answer lies in the community and the hearts and minds of human beings.

What would cause another person to harm another person? That is the timeless question. Is it jealousy, hate, ignorance, desire, dominance, money, religion, sex etc? 

I never had to do anything wrong, because I already deserved it in the minds of some depraved people. When another human being has the desire to hurt or control someone in order to spread and build their own personal joy, the situation is dangerous, but when that person goes on to carry it out it becomes pure evil. I became the player's choice for the tyranny of evil men and women who conspired in a game to destroy my life and my family.


I know you must be asking; "why? and "what's so important about me that anyone would go this far?" i hope I will make that clear at some point. An Internet hoax was even created just to help it all along, and it's called gangstalking. 

Gangstalking is a lie that has a grain of truth, and so I think of it as a paradox. There is a little grain of truth about what happened to me in every single website about Gangstalking that is enveloped in pure lies. The sites are all created and hosted anonymously, and the victim's accounts are false, and made to make each victim look like a mental case. The fake victims on these sites speak of aliens, mind control, Masons, Scientologists, Jesuits, the paranormal, other dimensions, Charles Manson, the occult, and microwaves as the cause for their problems. Vigilante justice is a good theory in gangstalking, but it's also flawed, because it would take an incredible amount of unquestionable human stupidity to believe that doing any of this would be the best course of action. In my case the people who are involved aren't stupid by education, just ignorant in morals and human decency. 

The hoax, the game, the challenge, the test, the chaos, and the thrill of the chase are all a part of why these people did this to me. I wonder about my perpetrators. Did my perpetrators plan to take it this far or did it just happen? I say yes, they planned to take it as far as they could go. They made money from it. How bad did they really want to hurt me and my family? Very bad, they didn't even care about children, and they set up my assault and then tried to cover it up. How many men did they actually inspire to want to rape me? I don't know the answer to that one. Why would they want to make me seem crazy? So no one would believe the paradox.     

These fake gangstalking victims also can't spell. Most websites where common words are frequently misspelled, and the sites give no credible means to validate the claims being made are usually false! Remember, the websites are hosted anonymously. Gangstalking is a paradox, and I hope my story will help prove that. If a grain of my story is in every website then it is possible that there are others who have a grain of their story mixed with mine, but I doubt it. Not with the claims the false gangstalking victims are making about the universe and mind control theories. 


I know I am also anonymous, but that is because I make claims of suicidal thoughts with a definite goal to kill myself,  and that would get me put under observation in a psychiatric facility. I will reveal myself soon enough. Besides, my stalkers already know I'm Jane, because they like to know things about me that are none of there fucking business! They have the authority available to misuse, and they do.
 
     
Nothing here is a lie, and by naming names as I tell my story I hope to prove that. The more I tell the truth the more I risk, because I'm telling a story that so many influential people have tried to suppress. I am also walking a fine line in giving names because I have to be able to prove the involvement of all named individuals, and so far I can.


Unfortunately, my story doesn't stay with the police. The other question is, what was said about me that made federal agents want to play too? Did someone report me for a false crime? Maybe.  But no, the story goes deeper than that. I'm a guinea pig of sorts. A pawn and the keeper of the truth. Can you keep a secret? I certainly can, but I can also detect a lie. I've kept too many lies a secret, and now I'm going to tell them all, because the world deserves to know the truth. It's the only way to protect yourself and those you care about from this crime.


It could happen to anyone, and it took close to 2 years before I knew it was happening to me. It could be happening to you, and by the time you find out it will already be too late. You can't stop what you don't see coming. I hope I can help you gain a 20/20 view.        

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

Thoughts of Suicide

Thought of Suicide

If someone would have told that one day I would be posting to a blog about my suicide I would have said "you are crazy" with a few curse words for emphasis. Well...here I am doing what I never thought I would do. My name is Jane, and no that is not my real name. I am using that name because I don't want to be carted off to the obsevarion tank for 72 hours because I'm a treat to myself (51/50). I also go by Jane Departing on Facebook. 

The goal of broadcasting my decision is not to build acclaim but awareness for what people go through when they decide to commit suicide. Suicide is something that happens as a result of a serious psychological injury. That is why people who go through terrible tramatic events in life are sometimes put under obsevarion to make sure that they won't try to kill themselves or others. I want to raise awareness for those who are contemplating suicide in an effort to help the people around them to understand the signs and how to help a suicidal person not hurt themself. I also want to help give those who have lost someone to suicide an understanding of what that person may have been thinking before they commited suicide. The people a suicde victim leaves behind are also victims and anyone contemplating suicide should think deeply about how their decision will effect those around them. Everyone has someone who will miss them even if they believe nobody gives a damn about them. And for those who have lost someone to suicide, it isn't your fault, don't think that you may have been able to do something differently that would have change that person's mind about suicide. The mind of a suicidal person is a special type of hell that knows no relief, and it is difficult to get someone to truly understand what that is like unless you have been there yourself.

People who commit suicide are not weak minded or quiters. They are simply people who have maxed out on what life has to offer them. Imagine what it would be like if you could no longer do anything that gave you joy ever again in life because that part of you was gone. Life would not be worth living. What is life without happiness? Happiness is an internal process that you have got to find for yourself. Nothing and no one can make anyone happy unless that person is already accepting of joy. Suicidal people lack that happiness which is part of the will to survive. If you feel you have nothing to live for you loose your drive and eventually happiness doesn't matter anymore only relief.

I want to be relieved of a burden that I don't want to carry. I don't want to live with the life that some ignorant people forced on me. The psychological effects of being violated and assaulted by single or multiple individuals is destructive to any victim, regardless of the means of attack. 

Saturday, April 24, 2010

A message from someone who thinks I suck!!!

Between You and Muhd G Shehu

Muhd G Shehu April 18 at 12:01pm Report
heyy why the fuck are you adding me as your friend u think i give a fuck about your fucking suicide, go kill yourself, dont care less. Am a muslim and my life is perfect the way it is and i dont care what the fuck your decision is. is not gonna affect me or anybody i know, is not going to affect on the worlds population or do you think the world cares about your fucking single soul. U BETTER NOT THINK SO MY MAN. Like am gonna see your picture on CNN or BBC and fuck everyone who is telling you not to do your suicide. Take your mom and dad with you when you doing your shit, bet they are useless in this world too.

Jane Departing April 18 at 3:49pm
This is an open forum for those who want to ask questions. Most people have known someone who commited suicide, but could not understand why the hell anyone would do it. You are not supposed to care. You are suppose to observe if you like. It doesn't matter if you know me. You might save a friend someday with the information you get.
Sent via Facebook Mobile

Jane Departing April 18 at 3:52pm
You may be Muslim but God has no religion. God loves all who come to understand the grace of God.
Sent via Facebook Mobile

Muhd G Shehu April 18 at 9:11pm Report
So u think i wanna ask questions about suicide, that is why u added me. HAHAHA u dont know me at all. well i dont and i dont fucking care about them who died through suicide, go die alone motherfucker and i dont want to save you, i dont like you, i dont care about you or your family. u think suicide is strange to me, i see this shit almost everydy on t.v. Anybody who wants to do it shld do it, shoULd do it nd stp yapping about it like it is something special. AND I PRAY TO ALLAH TO GUIDE ME NOT YOU. FUCK YOU AND YOUR MAMA. DO IT TODAY DONT WANNA SEE YOUR FUCKING MESSAGE IN MY INBOX AGAIN. ASSHOLE.